And besides that, July 16 was my 41st birthday. I thought it would feel good to give back to the karmic gods who’ve been more than generous to the general quality of my life.
My charity of choice would be Through Kyle’s Eyes, which raises awareness for retinoblastoma. As you might know by now, Kyle Lograsso is the kid Dave Kindred wrote about for Golf Digest in 2007. In the story called “Courage of a Tiger,” Kindred captured the spirit of a 4-year-old avid golfer who lost an eye to cancer when he was 2.
Once we found the locked entrance gate, we had to wait. Bob Stewart was the first employee on the scene. He walked up to our car window at 5:30 a.m. and asked: “Are you guys here for the hike?”
“We are,” I said.
“I figured.” And he led the way up an incline to the golf shop.
After some sleepy handshakes, the first ball was in the air at 5:50, just as the sun was shedding light onto our undulating future. The third in our group was Derek Drish, a land planner and landscape designer who flew in from San Francisco. It was just the three of us, and it was on the third hole--the third hole of walking down a steep slope to the fairway and then walking up a steep slope to get to the green--that I knew I was screwed.
Tipped out, the 18-hole course, which has great greens, decent tees, playable fairways and a lot of rough around the edges, is only 4,800 yards. But on this day, and given the circumstances, that number was deceiving. Goat Hill is no goat flats.
Ashworth had his 15-year-old son, Max, as his caddie, and he carried only seven clubs, some tees and a few extra balls. Drish had his girlfriend, Jill Koenen, as his caddie. At the start, she was the one carrying the bag. I had my 78-year-old dad with 178-year-old knees, riding along in a cart, while I carried my bag.
I have a best friend who lives in San Diego. Todd Curran was going to try to join me to carry my bag the last 36 holes. And on the ninth hole of the first round I texted him: “Will need you today, Buddy.”
The text back: “Sorry, buddy, not going 2 make it up there today. How u holding up ?”
How was I holding up? I was holding everything but up. At that point, with less than one round in the books, I started to panic. I wondered how and why Ashworth would pick such an extreme venue to play such an outrageous number of holes in a day. “I was worried you guys would hate Goat Hill,” he said at one point in the day.
I was hating myself. I’d made every conceivable planning mistake. I hadn’t trained for such a day. I didn’t have a change of shirt, socks or an extra pair of shoes. The pair I was wearing was TRUE Linkswear, supplied by an event sponsor, which specializes in comfort. But now I was beginning to notice that they were a little big on me--a fact I would’ve picked up on had I worn them for more than nine holes prior to the hike.
I called my dad over and unloaded everything that I didn’t absolutely need from my bag into his cart. I also removed two clubs, a 4-iron and a 3-rescue, which helped lighten the load.
Another one of my friends, who’s a doctor, sent me a text after he heard I had started my hike: “One word for you: Gatorade.” Which is when I asked my dad to make a run to the store for liquids, ice and Body Glide. It was a critical shopping spree with a sense of urgency.
The first 18 holes took two hours and eight minutes. The second 18 took us two hours and 10 minutes. We were putting everything out. And on the 44th hole, almost six hours into our day, and halfway through the third round, I started to think I wasn’t going to make it much farther. Doubt, it turns out, can be just as heavy as a golf bag. What seemed like such a good idea started looking like it made as much sense as a green with no hole.
And right about the time I was convincing myself the concept of quitting was pathetic, little Kyle Lograsso came running out to the ninth green.
Even though Ashworth was playing for the San Diego After-School All-Stars & North County Junior Golf Association, and Drish was playing for Make-A-Wish Foundation’s Greater Bay Area Chapter, by simply showing up, and by projecting his boyish energy with the fervor of a cancer survivor, it all became a meaningful mission again. Through Kyle’s character, the group found clarity. This wasn’t about us, and it certainly wasn’t about my physical fatigue. This was about helping parents of kids like Kyle know what they should be looking for to catch a curable cancer before it costs their child his or her eyes. Or worse, their life.
Kyle ended up walking nine holes with us, carrying my bag, which was about his size, for at least six of those holes. I appreciated the break and lost myself in our conversation.
I reached into his bag and pulled out the shortest driver I had ever seen. “You have a Cleveland Classic?”
“Yep,” said Kyle, 10, who’s a lefty. “I just got it. I’ve wanted a Cleveland Classic my whole life.”
After we all stopped for a 20-minute lunch--food donated by Thai Society in Encinitas--Kyle and Regina gave us a bag of power snacks and they wished us a fantastic finish.
@KyleLograsso tweeted: “Thank you @Matt_Ginella for raising money for my foundation and golfing 100 holes.”
With three rounds to go, it was time to get back to Goat’s unforgiving hills.
The fourth round took us two hours and 14 minutes. We started walking in our footsteps and hitting tee shots in what felt like our old divots.
A veteran move. It was 3:30 in the afternoon and it was hot, but thankfully there was still a slight breeze. We had less than five hours of daylight to play the last 28 holes, which would get us to 100. But at one point we had all agreed that the plan was to play 36 more and get to a total of 108.
As we finished the fifth round we got what seemed like a sixth wind. What was left of our adrenaline was the best of the batch. Even the steepest of uphill climbs started to feel like they were downhill.
Standing on the last of the first-tee shots of the day, with a final 18 in front of us, I was impressed by the layers of sweat and blown away by the barnyard smells coming from my soaked shirt. Both feet were now full of blisters. The tweak in my neck had to be a nerve from the bag strap digging into my right shoulder. I couldn’t help but take some pride in the pains. I realized that for as many things that I did wrong leading up to this day, the one thing that I did right is what mattered most: I was doing it.
A few holes into the start of the sixth round, @KyleLograsso tweeted again: “@Matt_Ginella you're almost done!!!!! You're the best and I wish I was there with u. #ursavingkidseyes.”
I read Kyle’s tweet to the group. One more inspirational push and we were having fun playing golf again. Which is when we started documenting the day by shooting pictures.
Of course, I had my dad.
Albeit insignificant in the grand scheme of things, I did keep my scores. I got all six mediocre rounds on one card.
Over the course of 108 holes, there were other friends and family who came out and supported our causes. The group never got bigger than 11 at any given time. Ashworth’s wife and nephew both came out. And Ashworth had mobilized some local media to cover the event, getting the exposure he wanted for a course he cared about.
A special thanks to Goat Hill’s Bob Stewart, 57, went above and beyond the call of his duty. Not only did the course donate the green fees ($23 per round, which included a cart) but Stewart was with us throughout the day, handing out drinks and looking for lost balls. For anyone to execute a Hundred Hole Hike, you need a cooperative venue with a courteous staff, and that was certainly true of what we had at Goat Hill.
“We like to say the Goat giveth and the Goat taketh away,” Ashworth said. On this day, the course was taking its toll, but it was also affording us the opportunity to give back. Not only were we playing for charities and keeping each other company, we were trying to beat each other out of a 108-hole bet: Who could make the most birdies? They came in bunches for Ashworth, who finished with 14. Drish and I both had six.
I felt an overwhelming sense of satisfaction and relief. Drish’s GPS on his phone tracked our trip: We walked 20.11 miles in 14 hours and 28 minutes. We went up and down almost a mile throughout the day.
Jim Colton gets credit for launching the concept of the Hundred Hole Hike. In 2011 he played 155 holes for Ben Cox, a caddie at Ballyneal Golf & Hunt Club in Holyoke, Colo., who was paralyzed in a skiing accident.
The expansion of Colton’s philanthropic concept has been a huge success. This year there were 63 nationwide hikers, and as of July 17, 56 of them had raised more than $264,000.
Thanks to my group of supporters, I raised $3,500 for Through Kyle’s Eyes, which was nothing compared to the $90,000 Kyle raised by playing 100 holes of his own at his home course the following Friday. Of which, $10,000 was a donation by PGA Tour player J.B. Holmes.
Kyle, who took a cart, insisted on playing 109 holes just to beat me.
Jeff Lograsso told me his son stopped the cart after 108 holes and asked the assembled group of 50 supporters to walk the 109th hole with him. And, of course, they all did. Who wouldn’t follow a kid with the courage of a Tiger?
@KyleLograsso tweeted again: “Going to walk my last hole in honor of all RB kids fighting cancer today. I will make a difference. 109 going down.”
Three weeks later, my blisters are gone. So is my limp, and there’s no more pain in my neck. Kyle Lograsso’s sight in his left eye is gone forever. And that’s why I hiked.
#tosavekidseyes
--Matty G.
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